Thursday, January 24, 2008

Introduction

I write this blog as a means of continuing and increasing dialogue about what it is to be an American in this 21st Century. Through my eyes, I explore what it really is to be. And in this knowing, it is then that I will understand the meaning of being an American in the 21st Century and the role we play around the globe. Grounded on a solid foundation; understanding the good, bad, and indifferent, it is my hope that I can be of some use to the World at large. Most of all I write this blog because change starts with one, me.

I am a 21st Century American, I have my very own American past and have also inherited an American history. These are two different ideas. My American past I know to be true, whereas my inherited American history, in its entirety, has a validity that is highly questionable. For example, in America we have yet to resolve our issues with “race”. Ethnicity and diversity are one of our longest standing hang-ups which impedes our path to ensuring a just life to be lived by one and all. This, I believe, is because the absolute truth about America’s history - before and after the States became United – has yet to be told by our historians and public education system. Our government should lead the way to finding truth and reconciliation, an act which would implicate itself as progenitor of inequality.


We live in a country where our government is much more comfortable living behind a lie, than exposing itself with truth. You see if the government where to expose itself with truth, not only would wrong doings, mystified in history books, be admitted to, this gesture would open the flood gates leading us up to the later half of the 20th Century, and onto today, the 21st Century. Blaming the dead would only be of use up till the late 1800s, through to Nixon's era (with the exception of Reagan), and then they would reach those still living, and those still honored for their brilliant leadership. The government dare not allow this public shame to be caste upon it. Those who run the show would rather live safely behind lies. I personally would have much more confidence in our government, overall, if our leaders would allow the “coming clean” dialogue to finally have its place. I can wait no longer, and feel it is time that we demand the truth.

In a theoretical system of justice, if an eye witness cant be found, or if the witness refuses to divulge what they know, an investigation takes place. The system doesn’t simply shrug its shoulders, let the accused criminal go free to potentially rob, maim, and kill again – they investigate. We as Americans need to demand the truth and begin investigating.

When necessary I will reference historical information, however, it is not my intention to use the majority of this blog to re-tell American history as it really were. Although it is necessary to show concern for history – and I do hold steadfast to the brilliant idea of re-telling history as it really were as opposed to what suited historians – I would like to train myself to be “always looking at the here and now and then tomorrow”. I look to today and then ahead, not to assure that one’s story serves him justice when he is dead and gone, but so his life, my life, or anyone’s life, is experienced as a just life.

It is my intention to be “always looking at the here and now, and tomorrow”, my course of study at the New School, on the other hand, often keeps my focus on the past reviewing history. The knowledge I have gained is crucial and indispensable. And although enlightening, I am often forced into a obligatory state of judgmental thinking. (Often I find myself walking around brooding about how rotten this world can be). It is a necessary evil - searching for and then discovering the truth when you’ve been lied to - and is time and again the devil’s advocate of information. Because of all of this I need to find a positive outlet for today. This blog is my opportunity to bring balance to my life.

I see this introduction as a set of basic guidelines for myself. I could just as easily say I will write about whatever topic of the day, and in whichever tone I please, and with whatever attitude I wish, much like many other blogs. But if I could wish for, if I could choose one commitment for the rest of my life it would be, it is, the commitment to finding a path to peace. No matter what I discuss I hope my blog is a means to inspire hope in today and tomorrow for myself and for whoever reads it.

My thoughts are concerned with how good things can be, ought to be, and will be, if only we decide so. Change starts with one, you.